…Or posted publicly on the internet.  Definitely the latter. 

Reading my posts from 8+ years ago when I was a complete idiot is definitely a trip and also very depressing.  I’m still no editor or English professor, but my grammar and spelling back then was atrocious!  Finding this and talking to my lovely friend Chelsea, whom I met on Xanga, is about as close to jumping in a time machine as I can imagine… that is, until scientists invent a time machine.

How about this black background and white text? I suppose it’s good for some late night reading in bed with candlelight, but otherwise it’s downright ugly. No wonder I opt to keep my apartment vanilla and refuse to decorate anything. Too risky for me.

The great majority of my old posts are protected, but maybe I’ll change that after I stop being so harsh on myself. Maybe. Slim possibility. The reason I might? No one reads this anymore. Thank jebus for that.

Now… about my name on here…

Long time no see

*Cough Cough*

Wow this thing is dusty…

Don’t bother to comment, I’m gone indefinitely.

man… to think I used to get like 50 comments each time I posted on this thing at one time… lol.  NOT ANYMORE!  fuck you guys, jk I dont deserve comments with all these shitty posts

Well this is early but because I don’t go on this.. Feliz Dia de los Santos Reyes.

Merry Christmas

Man, I actually like a girl a lot and I can’t seem to get to talk to her for more then 2 seconds… and when it is its about a school assignment.  Figures i can get the girls i dont want and not the one I do.  agh

So, I’m realizing how immature and childish people are lately.  Like some people I think just date each other for the hell of it… one person (sort of) likes the other person and the other person is just like “ehh” and goes out with them.  People think they will die if they aren’t in a relationship… don’t they realize that they are exactly the stereotype that adults view adolescents  as?  Unstable, insecure, and thinking they have so many problems. 

Another thing I have a problem with is cutting… why would you mutilate yourself at all for any reason, I mean I remember where I was brought up that if we were mad or depressed we should take it out on someone else… I mean that’s not the best way either but isn’t hurting yourself just kind of retarded.  Or maybe they want to have the attention, want people to feel bad for them, maybe that’s it.  Whatever the case this needs to stop.  All this emo shit is making everything worse, horribly worse.  I mean I thought (wannabe) goths were bad, but this shit tops it.  They need more real bands to be put out in the open, not these pussy fucks. 

All in all I just want to point out that probably half the people who read this are pathetic and need to quit your shit before someone like me gets sick of your bitching and shoots you in the face… that would solve your problems now wouldn’t it?? 

Peace,
Mark

This is going to be mostly protected posts, so leave a comment and I’ll add you. 

Later